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GIRLFRIEND (8)
my song. =D
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[19 Mar 2007|03:44pm] |
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WHY? WHY do boys have to be so stupid?
they dont understand. if only they were in MY position.
their not the ones who are being treated badly by their so called 'friends'.
so pathetic.
i hate this.
i have a million wishes and thoughts.
if only.
im so confused about them.
i just hope that things dont get ruined.
sometimes, i wanna change. i wish i wasnt ME.
somebody better.
i dont know.
its hard to put into words.
oh well.
IF ONLY.
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[15 Mar 2007|02:38pm] |
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WE FLY HIGH, NO LIE, YOU KNOW THIS.
BAAAALLLIN!
MARCH BREAK SO FAR?? LETS JUST SAY. GOOD.
BUT BORING.
GOOD IN A BORING WAY.
GO FIGURE.
I KNOW RIIIGHTT? AHAHAHAHA
*INSIDE JOKE BETWEEN KRISTYN & JADE
MY BEST MOMENT IN WAL-MART WAS...RUNNING DOWN THE AISLE'S LAUGHING
LIKE THE WIERD LADY WE MET IN THE PARKING LOT. =D
"DO YOU LIVE OR WORK IN AJAX. DONT WORRY, IM NOT CRAZY."
SAAAAY WHAAT? SHES NOT CRAZY? *SHOCKER*
SHE MAY NOT BE CRAZY, BUT HER LAUGH IS. =)
SOOO DITZY & PREPPY.
YOU KNOWWW? AHAHAHAHHAA.
*i nod my head like craZy. just like lady from wal-mart xD
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[07 Mar 2007|04:52pm] |
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I'm recovering
from my 'messed up life' very fast.
but i still feel the same. until something happens or changes, i'm happy.
but on the other hand, i've been in touch with my THIRD GRADE BESTIE!
GOSH. we were like the bestest of friends. and even though she's made her new best friends, she will always be my
best friend, because i know i cant find somebody like her. SHES THE BEST! SHORRRTIE!
ahaha.
anywhoooos, i got a stupid english essay to do.
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[05 Mar 2007|05:27pm] |
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LIFE'S ONCE AGAIN, A MESS.
SO MESSED
SO STUPID
SO POINTLESS
why is it always ME who has the difficult problems at home?
and sometimes, OUTSIDE the home.
whoever is going through something real bad, and it's tearing them apart
try and keep hanging on. THINK GOOD. THINK GOOD.
DONT THINK BAD. DONT THINK BAD. theres always a CHANCE. i need cure.
i want a cure. i have nobody. i need a friend. a shoulder to cry on.
somebody who wants to be there for me. somebody who wants to make me happy.
and im not saying my parents. non of them.
i just wished some of my friends would be understanding and listen. and not be like HUH?
i know somebody so perfect for this position. im not naming any names. i just wished that 'that' person
would come to me also, as much as i care about their problems.
thats one of the things missing from my life.
a person who i can call 'my true best friend.' the best friend who spends a night being there for you
and listening to you. or wants to have a 'night' just you , having a blast.
but hey, i guess im not the 'right' person for them to open up to. or maybe because they dont want to.
they have their own friends to talk to. they choose them over you.
i just wished that person would for once choose YOU over them. talk to you like 'they' talk to them about
their problems, having a same fun they have together.
whats wrong with ME?
this sucks so much.
if only, if only, if only.
you know what? that feeling im talking about, hurts.
It hurts real bad.
just, TAKE ME AS I AM.
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[18 Feb 2007|01:38pm] |
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Yesterday was so messed up.
every family has their tough moments right? well, he's not even apart of my family. and never will be.
he's just stuck in my life. forever. crud. i just need to relax. not think about anything negative. but you know what?
thats really hard right now. after what happend yesterday night? happiness is just nothing. its fading away faster & faster. life right now is so messed. its so complicated. 2007 is being mean. im hating it. so much things have happend so far and it's almost been 2 months. its tough. but i got to remember that i have to be strong during this. its always ME who has the problems like every other day. it either involves love,friends or family. mostly stupidness. argh. i hate this. it sucks.
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for all the people who think their life stinks, think again. im not saying my life sucks. i love my life. but everybody has they're issues in life. every single human being on the planet. and some of us take stuff for granted. you should be HAPPY with what you have and you're lucky even to be alive.
you're just lucky you dont have my step-dad, who's a pure loser. thats probably the only thing that sucks in my life. HIM being in my life. and too bad he's probably going to be in it forever because of my brother. before all this happend, he was so nice. but now look what happend. everything's complicated. he only thinks about himself and only cares about his family. he thinks that all the people who come from quebec are WAAY better than filipino's. think again. we care about other people and dont think about ourselves. we dont think we're ALL THAT. that we're the bomb. NO SIR. so dont judge us if you dont know us.
and dont EVER judge how my family raises me EVER AGAIN! loser.
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punks these days.....i hate people like him. GET SOME BRAINS!
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[15 Feb 2007|06:20pm] |
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OHYEA!
again, another LJ account. my other one was screwed. it wasnt putting my posts in order and
yeah. it just wasnt working well. =|
anyway, valentines day. i didnt go to school because their was so much snow. but today. oh man.
it couldnt have been better. i was HIGH! we ate so much cupcakes,chocolate and yeah. JUNK. JUNK JUNK JUNK!
yaaaaaammmy in my tummy =P oh golly. i dont know what to write about. i havent been on this thing in a long times.
hmmmmmmmm....????
OHBOY! I FOUND SOMETHING! my new layout. i hate the colour orange but i just loved the charlie brown and everything so yeah.
oh pish posh. i cant find something ELSE to type about.
HHHHHMMMMM....???
oh. KRISTYN! we better reach the theatres or your home this weekend! i need to unwind and relax with my
sister ;) HAHA! and after we can go to some chinese restaurant and yeah. EAT! ahaha. OY! i know one! ugh. whats the name again.....OHYEA! CONGEE STAR BAAABY! DUCK ALL THE WAAAY!
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